My best friend and Torn soulmate Tree_Beard has been inactive 50 days now...I've tried raising him on Facebook, in email, and he's just disappeared completely...
Some say having an inactive spouse is perfect, but for me....dammit, I miss my buddy. I visit our PI to pay upkeep, and I see this XL vault full of his cash, slapping me in the face and reminding me that none of it is mine, and it just reinforces the loneliness felt by his absence.
I remember that Amy Lee of Evanescence is a favorite of his, so I'm tackling "My Immortal" as a tribute to him now....and it expresses perfectly my angst at having him holding me back from moving on...just knowing (nay, praying!) that one day he may show back up.
The struggle is real, because I miss my late-night spooning sessions with him...
My Immortal ft. DJ-Stoned
Edit: His ears must've been burning because he just messaged on FB. Forgot login details when he bought new PC, working to get account back now.
There goes my payday...
Some say having an inactive spouse is perfect, but for me....dammit, I miss my buddy. I visit our PI to pay upkeep, and I see this XL vault full of his cash, slapping me in the face and reminding me that none of it is mine, and it just reinforces the loneliness felt by his absence.
I remember that Amy Lee of Evanescence is a favorite of his, so I'm tackling "My Immortal" as a tribute to him now....and it expresses perfectly my angst at having him holding me back from moving on...just knowing (nay, praying!) that one day he may show back up.
The struggle is real, because I miss my late-night spooning sessions with him...
My Immortal ft. DJ-Stoned
Edit: His ears must've been burning because he just messaged on FB. Forgot login details when he bought new PC, working to get account back now.
There goes my payday...