Worst thing about depression is the fact I have no motivation to do anything, I want to get back into football (soccer) again but I am too unfit, but when I do start excersising I stop for a few months after 3 days and spend about £150 on alcohol every week and chan smoke like a locomotive,
i guess what I'm trying to say is once you get past the initial struggle of gaining self motivation everything becomes a lot easier to handle and then personality can continue to develope, instead of being intolerable and disinterested in everyone and everything
I have played a number of hours on the NA servers now, and i swear its much easier than the Eu servers even with 100 ping, any thoughts on why I seem to find it alot easier?
I may have abit of advice that might help you, if you feel like this while at uni.
Try you best to get a job while out there, it will keep your mind occupied, and also give you abit of financial benifit. And also help you connect with people, most people I knew that went uni met them self's a good bloke/lass, no matter what they come from, this is a new aspect of your life.
People are slightly more mature when they go to uni, hopefully being around new influences and people may help you alot if not, just remember to make yourself targets day by day and try to meet them, that helped me alot.
Anyway good luck, if you want to chat just drop me a message
from my experience expectations are useually assumptions made with little to no knowledge of the factors at play.
but in terms of life, it depends on your personality some people measure success on wealth, and others on happiness, just remember that you don't have to be the best to be successful, and the older you get and the more experience you gain in life and the less likely you will feel inadequate. But if you continue with high expectations you may end up crushing your own spirit and that will just make life more difficult.
the main thing is you enjoy doing something, and if you do manage to start a career in something you enjoy life is a lot more enjoyable aswell.
Worst thing about depression is the fact I have no motivation to do anything, I want to get back into football (soccer) again but I am too unfit, but when I do start excersising I stop for a few months after 3 days and spend about £150 on alcohol every week and chan smoke like a locomotive,
i guess what I'm trying to say is once you get past the initial struggle of gaining self motivation everything becomes a lot easier to handle and then personality can continue to develope, instead of being intolerable and disinterested in everyone and everything
Had to be MGS 3, spent about 400 hours playing that game, trying to get through with no kills or alerts really annoyed me seen as i couldn't do it lmao
I have played a number of hours on the NA servers now, and i swear its much easier than the Eu servers even with 100 ping, any thoughts on why I seem to find it alot easier?