Was not just arrived in Torn. In fact she spent more than a month (or two) around before realizing how long it has been since she moved...
Em smiled remembering her past and the blur lines that were supposed to be it. Was not important who she was before, how she used to live. It was important NOW. She was outcast, found herself in difficult situation ready to kill or steal to survive. And she was still learning how to survive in Torn. Started her days with shoplift to take something sweet for breakfast, till the evening, selling some cheap bough flowers from the local stores.
"You can stay as long as you need in my house", he said and gifted her her first battle cloths. Not expensive, but yet better than nothing and Em would always be grateful to him, the first man she met in Torn, who would remain a good friend to her.
Life on the streets was not easy, it never happen to pass a day without someone to attack her, and she got used to visit Torn's hospital. For some reason there were set bounties for her head, and random people attacked her trying to kill her. They never managed, moreover never managed even to make her angry enough to go and do the same. And she liked hospital. Not because of the atmosphere itself, or the sounds of dying and badly injured people, she didnt pay much atention to the sick ones too, seeing there even burned from radiation. But because she met her guardian angel there. He not only turned her back to life many times, but helped her to recover her drug addiction sending her to expensive therapy in Switzerland, letting her travel with his plane. He gifted her and a laptop to have always distraction when need to clear her mind.
When she felt stronger, Em decided that it is time to improve herself and started to do trainings daily. Took a nice job and slowly started to see a light in the end of tunel. The future seemed brighter with every day passed...
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Nothing was the same. Em was already robbing no candy, but people - pickpoketing them, organizing robberies in homes, stealing cars ... Continued to fly and to deal with arms smuggling. She was buying grenades from Switzerland and selling them to the local market for suspicious types. Sometimes happened to be attacked there and needed to spent some time more in hospital. The woman that attacked her (it was dressed like a woman, but Em had a feeling that it is a man.. she never managed to see her(his) face clearly enough to know..) always followed her and Em felt somehow important, knowing that someone live for her.
Not only this stalker entered in Emeria's life. She was a lucky woman. Returning back to that night, always with a smile remembers how her husband met her. And how right choice she made answering him when he first spoke to her..
The dairy's pages got more and more filled with events, people .. blood.
Only Leslie was gone. He was in the past making Em realise that if she wanted something ... anything... leaving it to the chance is the worst idea. She should kept on fighting..
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Silently walked and turned the light on, the storm outside was making too much noise, the rain.. thunders.. shadows of the black clouds when the lightening made them sparking bright.. Slowly opened her diary, started to write... in her mind the pictures changed too fast - the officers she went to visit asking them to inprison her. ... NNGO - the guys that always would be her family and she hoped one day to be back together... her tiredness.. blood.. guns.. cold.. and a smile letting all bad dissapears...
I went through hell, but I did not stop... I walked and walked...
My fear was flying over me like a raven and waiting to surrender, giving myself to it because I was alone ...
And it was dark in front of me and in me but I was walking and walking and hearing silent dead voices shouted at me. For a moment, I wished to stop and fall asleep, tired to go to nowhere...
Once, somewhere far - I did not stop and I walked again. Everything would ever stop, but I did not stop - standing by myself and I had no way - I did not stop but walked and walked back again.
And on the edge of the rock I walked and walked on the dark side, counting back - years, days and hours, but I did not remember when I let the pain in.
What I have, what I do not have, what I lose and always find.
I went through hell, but I did not stop, I walked and walked. My fear was fleeing over me, like a black raven sitting in my eyes, but I did not stop, I was walking, leaving it away from me...
Suddenly came the xmas time. Torn was covered with snow and Santa visited the town, promising nice presents every day. Em enjoyed her walks in the center and the fest, different boots with activities, in which she took active role and were rewarded with a lot of drinks and candies. Some of those activities were too taugh for non educated Em, as they required some knowledge; others required skills, which she also did not had yet, but it was fun. Also Santa was nice man and she was in a hurry in the mornings to go search for him and sent him with a smile after taking her daily prize. Such a lovely time!
"What you have for me today, Leslie?" - she continued to ask the man she met few weeks ago. He was weird man that Em didnt like but for some reason she gambled with him. Daily. Loosing daily.His smile .... she so much didnt like him! He was never polite with her. Maybe her new black wig she won somehow in the fair was not attractive enough for him to let her win. At least once! .. Or he didnt like girls at all! Anyways, she kept her hope that one day will trick Leslie and will manage to win his big prize and continued to let him fool her.
Life together with NNGO was adventurous and gave Em the meaing to belong somewhere. She loved her group - a buch of people that were her friends and she was ready to fight or die for them. Her family. They trained together, exchanging experiece how to become more stronger and manage to meet all the challages that Torn was prepared for them in the future. And that was for sure.
"DAY 1" - she wrote on the first page and continued with various lines.... Em decided with the start of the new year to keep a journal with her events, as one day ot another she would return the favour to all the people she met - the good ones and bad ones. As life is a circle and noone would let without get what they deserve.
Life in Torn was exciting, so many things are happening with Emeria, aroud her, and she needed time to decide how to put everything in order in her head.. in her diary .. in her life...
Merry xmas, guys! It's been a lovely year in Torn, being part of the faction filled with friends and people i like and appreciate much. The most wonderful person i met in Torn is my ig husband- Maxblaster and he is the one i am writing something special for. Love you, Max ??
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Looking for company with more trains while the book effects, then i can move if my stats are too low for the job. Willing to increase INT.
Hi, I am looking to get some trains, I am currently reading the 'Brown Nosing' book so I would like to get at least 6 trains per day without paying for them, primary stat INT.Here are my current work stats Manual labor: 387 Intelligence: 4,433 Endurance: 7,116
I have 19 days, 8 hours left on the book. Thanks!"
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