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It's starting to get annoying, I don't have much money left, it's hard for me to get money right now, and over and over this guy is mugging 200,000+ from me. It's like he has nothing else to do but target me, and I never talked to this guy before. Is there anything I can do?

It's starting to get annoying, I don't have much money left, it's hard for me to get money right now, and over and over this guy is mugging 200,000+ from me. It's like he has nothing else to do but target me, and I never talked to this guy before. Is there anything I can do?

nvm

I'm not 100% sure if these are metal, but I'mma list some favorites songs:
- Death of Love (Cradle of Filth)
- Second Skin (As We Walk)
- Thicker than Water (As We Walk)
- Sardonic (As We Walk)
- a Kuusou Mesorogiwi cover by Sei Rei
- White Rabbit (Egypt Central)
- Saw and Pendulum (Hatsune Miku)

I like Disturbed but I haven't listened to them in a long time.

Lordeangel - Love

tuna with pasta and mayonnaise. It's really good if you get the pasta just right

Right now Kiniro Mosaic and Mirai Nikki

I love cats, I used to have about 20 (stray) cats at one point, and man, it was almost heaven (but it went smaller as some left). They were my company when I was lonely. I had a handful of favorites, but my most favorite one was Gravity (yes that was his name). He was such a sweetie, he would always let me pick him up, was very chill with me being close to him, and what makes him more special was that he was blue and white. Not gray, blue. He was the only one who was blue.
But with the rest of the cat party, my mom took him away to an animal shelter :( Only one remained from the group and he's still here to this day, with two daughters and a missing partner who had appeared out of nowhere and disappeared to somewhere).

I lucid dream sometimes, it's really fun. Although when I KNOW I'm dreaming and I try to take control of nightmares, it doesn't work. It just goes on and on, and really it makes the nightmare much longer.
For sleep paralysis, I hated it. Or I think it was that. It started with hearing footsteps to my door, and I verbally ask, "Alex?" (my half-brother who lived with me). No answer. I managed to move a bit around, then I heard a zipper noise. (Or it was before the footsteps, I don't remember clearly) The next thing I know was feeling heavy weight on my knees, my legs bent up a little, and I heard and felt breathing on my face. I could only move my arms and maybe neck, but the waist down was stiff. After half a minute of it, my body began to curl up into an uncomfortable position, went freezing cold, was losing sight, and I was rapidly feeling VERY light weighted. My throat couldn't move at all, so I could only scream things in my head. It went away when I said something, but I forgot what. I gained my sight, weight, and warmth back, and I felt "falling down". The weight was off my knees fast. I was so scared shitless that I didn't want to move and kept staring into the dark space.
I'm certain it was just sleep paralysis, but at the same time I'm skeptical about it.

I'm passionate about writing my novel I've been rewriting about for years but I keep getting distracted with other things.

I haven't done poetry in months, but here it is - a simple one to start:


Roses are red
Violets are blue

I have cried in bed
All over for you

My arms have bled
And my heart did too

But now my love for you is dead
All I want to say is f*ck you

Now my soul is full of dread
Of no another romantical anew

I hope you realize all you have said
About me was all untrue


I'm absolutely shitty at this :'D

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Twilight Princess
Breath of the WIld
Team Fortress 2