For me it was just about finding a goal. I kinda just woke up one day and thought to myself "Jesus, I'm wasting my life. I need to go do something, I don't wanna be a loser anymore." I reached a low in my life where my self esteem was nonexistent. I really believed I didn't deserve anything good and knew I was incapable of changing for myself. So instead of changing for myself I chose to change for the people around me. Call me a tool, but this mindset helped me meet a really great woman that showed me I'm good enough and that I can get better.
I'm not sure how long this is going to last, but I'm confident I'll be alright if I just keep working on it.
I'm not sure how long this is going to last, but I'm confident I'll be alright if I just keep working on it.