I feel you man.
yesterday marked the 9th anniversary of the day when the most important person I had took her own life.
she was like a sister to me, and she was the most important person I had after my mother, so her loss still haunts me today, every single day.
she was only 17 back then, and I was only 16, so it's something that changed me forever and definitely played a part in shaping the person I am today.
I know that if she were still here I'd be a better person for sure, not that I don't like who I am today, but I did so many wrong things over the years that I know I wouldn't have done if she had been with me.
her last words were "remember to smile, always, because you're so beautiful when you do", in a voice message she sent to me while she was crying, a few minutes before she took her own life.
this kind of thing really leaves a mark on you, so I know how you feel.
nowadays I just find some consolation in the fact that one day, maybe, I'll have the chance to finally be with her again, forever.
stay strong and make them proud man, I know they'd want us to be happy and live our lives to the fullest, even though it can be really, really hard at times without them by our side.
my deepest condolences, if you need to talk feel free to reach out whenever you feel like it.
yesterday marked the 9th anniversary of the day when the most important person I had took her own life.
she was like a sister to me, and she was the most important person I had after my mother, so her loss still haunts me today, every single day.
she was only 17 back then, and I was only 16, so it's something that changed me forever and definitely played a part in shaping the person I am today.
I know that if she were still here I'd be a better person for sure, not that I don't like who I am today, but I did so many wrong things over the years that I know I wouldn't have done if she had been with me.
her last words were "remember to smile, always, because you're so beautiful when you do", in a voice message she sent to me while she was crying, a few minutes before she took her own life.
this kind of thing really leaves a mark on you, so I know how you feel.
nowadays I just find some consolation in the fact that one day, maybe, I'll have the chance to finally be with her again, forever.
stay strong and make them proud man, I know they'd want us to be happy and live our lives to the fullest, even though it can be really, really hard at times without them by our side.
my deepest condolences, if you need to talk feel free to reach out whenever you feel like it.