My IRL partner just showed me your post.
Sorry to hear that you have copped abuse! It sucks.
My partner has seen the absurd messages I get in xbox chat whenever they hear my voice so I'm no stranger to abuse. Just try to ignore the haters.
If you do choose me I would love a helping hand! I run a small faction and trying to grow it with newbies and show them how to do things advise etc so every little bit helps with my growth, faction growth and the newbies growth.
Best of luck with whatever you choose to do.
Our thoughts are with you