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its because life is a trial, its not a matter of who doesnt deserve and does deserve to die, god doesnt kill people, he simply lets the world live through and what happens happens, the trial in question is in all the chaos and terror and temptation for you to go against the tide and be a morally good person according to the bibles definition of morally good. 

i feel that, its good to get a good cry out once in a while, just dont over do it, and also, i think you should get out of the house, ride a bike or something for a while, just be away from the computer or tech, its cliche but i just went on a shitty vacation and now that im back i was able to do a lot more around the house without depression making me just sink into my chair

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i agree but to be fair it is in the guidelines that you cant just go in someones dms and start f**king with them, freedom of speech is important, but if some guy is going around and making people so pissed off that he gets reported enough to get banned then maybe its not such a loss that he got banned?

i feel like doing it sometimes, its really odd, but for the most part i have been taught or have taught myself that torture is better than death, or that i would much rather crawl through broken glass and hot coals for a hour than off myself because life is worth living, it always gets better if you put in the effort and i plan on doing just that

i dont know really, personally to me, its just someone who you can rely on to be loyal and someone you can both fully relax around and laugh with, a friend is someone who wants to be around you as much as you them, and a friend would be willing to split paths knowing that if you do that you could grow, thats a friend, very rare to find

when i was a little kid, i was constantly bullied by most people in my neighborhood, my dad always taught me from a young age to never fight but always fight back, so thats what i did, i fought kids a lot when i was little, and it usually ended with me ontop because i listened to my dads advice and didnt let anyone push me over, ultimately it culminated in a fight where i was fighting a kid who was probably 14 when i was 9 and i somehow got a lucky shot and he ran off, moral of the story, dont take shit lying down, chances are that if you thrash and grit your teeth enough that youll get through it, even if things seem insurmountable

i think im a empathetic person, i got a lot of tendencys that seem to be for others benefits, i am also someone who is far too trusting and i give a f**k ton of chances usually, if i ever get angry i keep it in and dont let it get to me cause i dont ever wanna hurt someone, in general i love people, i think people are pretty great, but i also have a hard time fitting in and it makes it  hard to be so empathetic externally anymore, so athough yeah im empathetic, iv learned atleast a small bit from what little experience i have to be less externally empathetic and more internally empathetic so that i keep my heart and just stay a bit more guarded so the wrong people dont get to me

its hard for me tell at this point of time, i feel like i might be demi-sexual(just attracted to people who i have a strong emotional connection to) but i also think i might be bi, honestly its all confusing and i find myself going from liking guys, to girls, to no one, to everyone and its dizzying and makes me feel conflicted, but i guess so far bi is the one that has stuck the most, honestly anyone could win me if they tried i think

the only side people should be on politically should be the peoples side and we are all brainwashed in a small way to think in black and white or evil and good when its really all grey. government is bad, blue and red are bad, and government is bad, love your peers

its kinda hard to tell, i just wanna be me honestly, i like me and i think even if im egotistical or a asshole or lazy sometimes that if i were anything different than what i am now that i would feel like my body wasnt mine anymore, as for who i want, its honestly anyone who trys to talk to me and isnt completely boring to talk to. also i think one thing that can really help with being less worried about 'finding' someone to talk to, is to not look for anyone and simply be open to conversation then put yourself in public situations like clubs(drawing clubs or something, not just the club) or something like that, then eventually youll just meet people passively and someone will catch your eye eventually given you put enough time into it