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Hey man, I might not have the same experience, but I had suicidal thoughts too and prepared to do it on March. But then it got cancelled since my mom had an accident which made me realize that I still have something to fight for in my life.

People might say its selfish, and those who take their own life will go to hell. I wouldn't say the same thing to your mother, because I don't know what she was dealing with, thus I couldn't judge her action. I believe god will forgive her, and especially if you forgive her too. 

I lost my father due to Covid, and I will tell you, don't suppress your emotion, cry as much as you can, its okay to be sad, don't lie to yourself.
It took me around a year to move on from his death, a year is considered pretty fast, maybe because I actually let my emotion out.

And yes, the pain will be easier to carry, but in order for it to happen quickly, you have to express your emotions so you can accept what happened to your mother. Birthday, good memories, holidays etc, you can't avoid it, there is always be her in your mind and heart. 

I appreciate that you opened up about this in this forum, you're a great man. I hope you will achieve acceptance, and have a great time in this game, Torn community is actually a good way to find friends, people to talk to.

Sending love and remember be honest to your heart in terms of your emotions :)

Preach my man.
Its hurts so bad that your mind cant comprehend or process the situation, so it will numb your emotions for a month or so.

When you really LOVE someone or something, in this case your dog, you won't cry or feel sad about it quickly. Your brain is still trying to process what just happened considering you love her so much; thus, it will make you cry someday. 

I'm also sorry for your loss, at least in her last moment, she knew that was surrounded by kind and lovely family.

Again, don't hate yourself just because you couldn't cry, that means you really loved her than you could ever imagine.

I'm interested! 

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Tbh it's on him lol. I was busy for the Valentine’s event because I was in the hospital taking care of my mom for 3 days and cleaning her entire house along with a supply run. I told my faction I couldn't guard the chain, gave them the reason I mentioned, and said I'd make some hits if I had the time, they were chill lol and okay with it.

I managed to dump all my e, including additional e from a refill, cans, and xanax. If someone is truly busy, they won't waste time debating, they’ll just simply and politely say, "Oh I'm busy, I don't have time because of X, but I'll make hits when I can." :p

We're considered casual as long as you're polite and have reasonable excuses, it's always has been, even during the war.

How our members be talking to this guy