It's not easy for me to open up, cause every time I do the people I open up to use all that info as a weapon. That being said I will try opening up one more time and if it happens again then I give up.
I work too hard for to little and I am always in a bad mood, I wish sometimes I could just hit a reset and start over. My mental state is so dark at the moment I have forgotten who the real me is, when I look in the mirror all I see is a stranger or monster ( either one works for me).
Sorry for rambling and I hope all have a good day