I just need some honest advice from people who've been through something similar.
My mom took her own life, and I've been trying to figure out how to live with it. Some days I feel okay, and other days it hits me like it just happened. I replay things in my head, wonder if I could've done something different, and carry a lot of guilt even though people tell me I shouldn't.
If you've lost a parent to suicide, what actually helped you cope? Did the pain ever become easier to carry? How did you deal with birthdays, holidays, or random moments when the grief came out of nowhere?
I just want to hear from people who understand what this kind of loss feels like. Thanks for reading and replying! Have a good day
I created my account this month and put "jmango18" as my refer code, my buddy is "jmango" on every game we play so you can see how the mistake was made. I assumed that was him. it was NOT, it is "Nubcake [602621]" he's also my spouse in game too :) could we please switch it over? the "jmango18" account is inactive and level 1.
I'm assuming this was about me. so ill address it, I was rewarded for my 528 hits as a 99k stat 52 day old account in Elims, she said some nice things after I won the best noob award 9 (as did HELLA people), and the reward being a very nice happy jump package was awesome. Making it about "favorite bum" is kind of a stretch we literally only messaged about buying/selling cans for elims, she never offered anything for bumfights, and I never asked for anything or advice. I understand some peoples sponsors weren't around 100% of the time and that sucks for sure. Luckily for me I can't relate, I have built a fantastic relationship with WOOG and we have a friendship that is going to last for a very long time.
It feels like you guys are taking away from what this was supposed to be about, some noobs learning combat stuff, getting advice how to jump, farm merits, and having a fun little tourney at the end and keeping the items as well.
New asf, less than 60 days, with 100k TBS and a decent RW knife. Any advice? Will i be able to have fun? Or am I getting farmed? Pvp is by far my favorite part so i want to excited but unsure what to expect as elimins hasn't really been explained well to me yet.
this is my first time EVER touching torn it took my spouse months of talking about it for me to give it a chance lol I'm just a chronic RuneScape player so we go hard (IYKYK), i showed my spouse my YT history i literally have watched almost every YT video there is on torn in the last 50 days, lol i have one playing in the shower, otw to work etc. but i appreciate the compliment!
unfortunately these are the things we tend to brush off, or not care about, and or don't even understand until it's too late! I wish i saw the signs in my mom, maybe asking her the direct hard questions could have changed things ya know? hug your loved ones while you have them!
I'm assuming this was about me. so ill address it, I was rewarded for my 528 hits as a 99k stat 52 day old account in Elims, she said some nice things after I won the best noob award 9 (as did HELLA people), and the reward being a very nice happy jump package was awesome. Making it about "favorite bum" is kind of a stretch we literally only messaged about buying/selling cans for elims, she never offered anything for bumfights, and I never asked for anything or advice. I understand some peoples sponsors weren't around 100% of the time and that sucks for sure. Luckily for me I can't relate, I have built a fantastic relationship with WOOG and we have a friendship that is going to last for a very long time.
It feels like you guys are taking away from what this was supposed to be about, some noobs learning combat stuff, getting advice how to jump, farm merits, and having a fun little tourney at the end and keeping the items as well.
i walked into this event with the hopes of making 300 attacks, as a 99k total stats noob and 2 months old, i knew it was a BIG challenge to myself. I never imagined how invested i would become, nor the relationships i would build. That being said, you guys pushed me every time i logged in and to you i owe a thank you for my 528 attacks for Team APEX! You guys are SOME BADASSES!!!!
I'm a HUGE empath and I cry easy so this choked me up (I've also been awake for 20 hours so maybe that's adding to it) but we were really riding for yall! i saw we loosely as I'm low total stats, I reached out to hayyeeQQ at some point when we were fighting for yall because I saw her being a lower stat player like me with over 400 attacks, and shared some words, I was lucky enough to have had a few convos with you cavemen and everyone seemed so genuine and nice, it sucks to know we couldn't face off in the end! heres hoping you and LDP lead again! You guys gave them hell.