Kimberly's hand was still extended toward Gregor when movement near the SUV caught her attention. A man she had never seen before was approaching them. Her body reacted before her mind did. Her shoulders tensed, violet eyes narrowing as her hand instinctively started toward the Glock tucked into the back of her shorts. Then she stopped. Nobody else was reacting like he was a threat. And when the stranger went directly for Red, Kimberly realized who he had to be. Shadow. The voice from the comms that Icsis was yelling at finally had a face.
Kimberly slowly lowered her hand. Shadow didn't waste time introducing himself. He moved straight for Red, making it very clear that nobody was going to argue with him about who he was taking first. Kimberly wasn't going to. "His back and arm are dressed," she said quickly as Shadow lifted Red. "I kept pressure on the back wound the whole way here. He kept waking up and passing back out." Her eyes followed Red. "He was still breathing." She wasn't sure whether she was telling Shadow that or reassuring herself or her sister.
Then Shadow mentioned the SUV. Too much DNA and evidence here, it has to go. Kimberly looked back at the bullet-riddled vehicle. Blood. Glass. The med kit. Everything that had happened over the last several minutes seemed painted across the interior.
Then her eyes widened. The briefcase. She glanced toward the briefcase. That was something she absolutely couldn't leave. Something that could not be destroyed with the vehicle. Before Kimberly could reach for it, Icsis appeared. "That doesn't make it okay?!" Kimberly flinched.
There it was. The conversation she had known was coming. "I didn't say it did!" But Icsis was already moving. Kimberly watched her sister snatch the briefcase from the SUV before turning her attention toward Gregor. Our conversation isn't over. "I know!" Kimberly's exhaustion made the words come out sharper and more hoarse than she intended.
Then Icsis' eyes met hers. And the second these doors close, you are giving me every single word. Kimberly stared at her. Every single word. Her stomach tightened. Icsis didn't understand what she was asking for.
She was asking Kimberly to admit just how completely she had been broken down in captivity. How vulnerable she had become. How easily the Don had eventually been able to control her because, toward the end, Kimberly had stopped fighting the way she always believed she would.
She was asking for a realization of how actual weak and easily captured Kimmy really was. That was something she didn't want to explain to her sister. Not yet. Kimberly's gaze dropped. "Fine." The word came quietly. Then she looked back at her sister. "I said I'd tell you everything." A pause. "And I will."
But there was something almost frightened behind Kimberly's eyes now. Because everything meant everything. Things Kimberly had deliberately buried. Things she didn't understand. Things she hadn't even wanted to admit to herself that happened to her in the Don's captivity. And worst of all, she would have to tell Icsis that there had been a point when she had given up on living entirely. Kimberly hadn't been coming to find her sister because she believed everything was going to be okay. She had been coming to see Icsis one last time. That was the part she didn't want her twin to know. That part she didn't even tell Emiliano.
She realized that part she may not reveal to her even when she tells her 'everything.' Not yet. Because Kimberly could already imagine those green eyes looking at her differently. Seeing weakness where Kimberly desperately wanted her sister to still see strength. She swallowed. "Just..." Her voice softened. "Let me explain it before you decide what you think happened."
Then Gregor tried to stand. Kimberly immediately forgot the argument. His body barely rose before she saw the dizziness hit him. "Gregor..." She moved beneath his arm without thinking. The movement sent a sharp pain through her own injured arm and she sucked in a breath through her teeth. "Ah...shit." Her knees nearly buckled. Then Icsis was there on his other side.
For one strange moment Kimberly became painfully aware of how ridiculous the situation was. Gregor had been shot. She was barely standing. Icsis had just driven them through what felt like half the city while being shot at. And somehow the twins were now carrying an accountant between them into a secret bunker while simultaneously fighting with each other. Kimberly almost laughed. Almost. Instead she wrapped Gregor's arm more securely over her shoulder. She glanced up at him. Then looked down as they walked towards the elevator, "You better stay alive. Don't make me regret..."
Then Gregor spoke. This is good, you know. Kimberly slowly turned her head toward him. Her expression immediately became suspicious. Then he explained. A rift. Between her and Icsis. Believable. Kimberly stopped for half a second. Her violet eyes shifted toward her sister. Then back toward Gregor. The conversation in the SUV returned to her. We give him something he thinks is real. Her expression changed. "...Oh." Gregor had a point.
Anyone watching them tonight wouldn't need much convincing. Kimberly and Icsis loved each other enough to die for each other. But apparently they were also capable of looking like they wanted to strangle one another within five minutes of being reunited.
To them, the arguing meant I love you. To them the insults meant Stay strong, don't become weak. To them the fact that they were still standing and able to speak to one another meant I am here with you for as long as I possibly can be.
They hadn't been raised with a mother's gentle reassurance or soft affection. Their childhood had taught them violence, insults, survival and endurance instead. Kimberly could soothe Icsis when her sister truly needed it. Icsis could protect Kimberly when everything fell apart. But neither of them knew how to constantly coddle the other. That wasn't their language. This was.
A tiny, exhausted smile appeared. "Well..." She looked toward Icsis. "This might be the first time one of our arguments has actually been useful." Her smile disappeared as quickly as it came. "But we're not doing anything until we know exactly how Emiliano is getting information." Her eyes returned to Gregor. "And nobody becomes bait." A beat. "Especially not my sister." There was absolutely no negotiation in that statement.
They started moving again. Every step became harder. Now that Kimberly wasn't trapped inside a speeding vehicle with bullets flying around her, her body seemed to have finally received permission to stop functioning. The adrenaline was disappearing. Fast. Her legs trembled. Her injured arm throbbed with every heartbeat. The ringing in her ears hadn't completely disappeared. And there was an uncomfortable heaviness settling over her entire body.
Still, she kept Gregor's arm over her shoulder. One foot. Another. One foot. Another.
She could hear Gregor thanking Icsis. Kimberly's eyes lifted slightly. You could have left me, or hurt me. But you didn't. Despite everything, a faint smile touched Kimberly's face.
Kimberly looked back toward Gregor. "Yes you are right about one thing...technically..." Her eyebrow lifted. "She saved both of us." Her gaze returned to her twin. "Don't let it go to your head."
A few more steps. Kimberly's boot dragged slightly against the floor. She corrected herself quickly. Hopefully nobody noticed. Then Lina moved closer. Kimberly caught the movement from the corner of her eye.
"I'm okay." The answer came automatically when she saw her coming and helping her. Nobody had even asked. That probably wasn't convincing. She straightened herself anyway.
Her body felt like it had been beaten with a hammer. Then the entrance revealed itself. Kimberly stared at the strange boulder. "...Seriously?" After everything she had seen tonight, apparently a hidden entrance inside a fake rock shouldn't have surprised her. It did.
The door opened. A small room waited beyond it. And inside...an elevator. Only one direction. Down.
Kimberly stared at it. Something cold moved through her stomach. For just a moment, the fluorescent light disappeared. The walls felt smaller. Concrete. Underground. No easy exit. Her breathing changed. Barely. But enough. Memories threatened to crawl upward. Being trapped. Being controlled. Not knowing where she was being taken.
Kimberly's grip around Gregor tightened unconsciously. Then she caught herself. No. This wasn't then. Icsis was beside her. Nobody was dragging her anywhere. She was walking in herself.
Kimberly took a slow breath. In. She remembered Gregor's voice. Out. Her shoulders lowered. She stepped toward the elevator. Then stopped. She stepped into the elevator with Gregor's weight still partially against her.
Once inside, however, her knees threatened to give out again. She stumbled sideways, accidentally knocking Lina against the wall as Lina tried to support her. Kimberly caught herself just enough to lift her head toward her. An apologetic little nod. "I'm fine." The words came out as little more than a whisper.
There it was again. That stupid sentence. Her eyes moved toward Icsis. She already knew her twin wasn't going to believe it. Especially not after tonight. The elevator doors waited to close. And Kimberly remembered Icsis' promise. Every single word. Her violet eyes met her sister's green ones. For once Kimberly didn't look away.
"When we get down there, let them look at Gregor first." She swallowed. A pause. "Then you and me." Her voice lowered. "Alone."
Kimberly's expression became serious. Her fingers curled slightly at her side. "Then I will tell you everything I remember." That distinction mattered more than Icsis could possibly know.
Kimberly leaned her head back against the elevator wall. "And after that..." Her eyes closed for only a second. "...you can yell at me as much as you want." A faint exhausted smile touched her lips. "I just need to sit down for a minute.."
Her arms slowly slipped away from Gregor and Lina. Kimberly expected her back to slide against the wall. Expected to lower herself carefully onto the elevator floor. But her legs didn't bend the way she told them to. They simply stopped holding her. Her knees buckled. For a strange second, Kimberly didn't understand what was happening. The fluorescent light above her blurred. Someone's face moved in front of her. Lina? Gregor? Icsis? She couldn't tell anymore.
The elevator suddenly sounded very far away. So did everyone inside it. Kimberly blinked slowly. Once. The violet of her eyes disappeared beneath heavy eyelids before she forced them open again. I'm fine. She wanted to say it again. Her lips moved. Nothing came out. Her body felt strangely weightless now. No pain. No ringing. No fear. Just tired. So unbelievably heavy and tired.
Her gaze searched instinctively for Icsis one last time. She thought she found her. Kimberly tried to smile. I'm okay. Whether the words ever actually left her mouth, she didn't know. The fluorescent lights stretched into a long white blur. Then disappeared.
Kimberly's body went completely limp as consciousness finally abandoned her. And for the first time since this nightmare began...Kimberly stopped fighting.