Why?

Looks awesome Carol, nice to see you around :)

I love it.. hope you are doing great

I'm kinda ok, sometimes, thx
Nice of you to like the tag. I know I'm rusty. Haven't been doing GFX for over a year.

Hey, u2, nice to see you're still here

Holy crap! Carol is back!?

Dont worry about the rust, it'll come back. I've only de-rusted myself like 5 times over the years and im not well known or that great at graphics to start with.

on a side note, Love the Clapton song.

Not sure bout being back. I'm taking it one day at the time.
Needed distraction and decided to draw a bit. No place like Torn to do some GFX ;-)

But happy to see you and read your reply

Like both, but i love the first!! [:love_chemistry:]

Actually, I'm not ok at all.Trying to find a way to deal with stuff. So unfair. Hoped that GFX would help.

oh gosh Carol, I hope all comes great for you :(



I love both graphics.. and.. you will never ever be rusty

D*mn, I should not have posted my last comment. Meds/drugs are troubling my mind. Highjacking my own thread.

About 7 months ago my little daughter passed away. She was only 2,5 years old. Some rare aggressive cancer, pancreas I think it's called in English. Doctors diagnosed it a few months before her death. So I spend 24/7 by her side telling her it was gonna be ok. As little as she was, she couldn't even talk full sentences yet, at the end she seemed to know or feel it was not gonna be ok and there was nothing I could do. She died in my arms. Now I feel sorry for myself, I feel misserable but also feel very selfish for feeling this way.

Life is a biatch and if there is a god, he is one hell of a sadistic unfair b*astard.

Now, don't start posting Rip's and sorry's here, Not the purpose of this topic, it's a GFX forum. And it would only draw unwanted attention outside the GFX forum. Just posting this here since I got a few mails and I don't know how to handle them.

I made these tags to ventilate emotions, to keep busy. I will not sell or auction them. If some of you like to display or collect one of these tags, ok, be my guest, as long as you treat them with respect. I'd prefer the tags not to be changed, not even text.

Subject closed, back on topic

The least one can say is that Torn GFX is a strange place. Many are afraid to enter this part of Torn and when you enter, the first steps in here are not easy. It's a struggle. But if you survive you will find a special community, a breed apart.

Obviously I got some PM's, condoleances respecting my wish not to post in here, from people I never met IRL, being beter friends than the ones I actually do consider friends IRL. Thank you. Since this is a GFX forum, I'd like to share one particular PM (ofc I have permission)

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Made by FIN

Happy to be part of this forum,

C

You post what you like... graphics come from within.. some have a natural talent (you) for it and some don't (me)...



Every time you post art (and I am talking to the other people in the community too... Nine, Agent, Hades, Rune, Cl3ric0l, Frank, FIN, Mystic, Zomb, Tainted.. I could go on forever..) on a graphic thread. people like me (and others, I am sure) flock to the thread to see what delights you all have for us.



Where the inspiration comes from is just another part of the story of the art.. however happy, however sad.



I am touched you shared it with me... us....

I've always loved your work. I find art inspirational. And art that is inspired through emotions whether it be sadness, anger or happiness is always the most beautiful art to me.

never a truer word spoken.

Made me cry, I love you