Hey everyone.....

Hi everyone im midget_Dance some of you know me on good terms. Some with bad terms

Some of you know i had cancer back in 2018. And had a bone marrow transplant that same year and hit remission in early 2019.

Sadly as some of you know ive relapse this year back in march.
They have given me 3-6months to live. As there not much left that they can do.

So yeah big news indeed. Im not that much worried and im still doing my every day to day activities and such.

Any questions i am happy to answer

Have you tried any natural or alternative solutions? Many have made drastic recoveries from hopeless situations using some methods and it feels like you have nothing to lose..

Haven't been there myself, but I have been able to improve my health by abandoning pharmaceutical drugs and doing dry fasting, trying fruitarianism (organic), different mindsets, sungazing, Qi-Gong, Yoga, Reiki and such.

I'm so sorry to hear that.

What made you get a checkup for these kinds of things?

Has this been an ongoing thing throughout your life?

Before my cancer i had no signs of it.
I was in hospital trying to find out what was causing my bad mouth sores.

Blood test showed nothing
Swabs nothing
So they choose to do a bone marrow. It wasnt in the marrow but they found it in the bone sample they took out

Was weird for the hospital doctors as they said there should of been symptons but there wasnt

I dont know what to say to this other than sorry.

Can I ask if its changed your outlook or what you do day to day at all?

If I get too personal just say so.

Nothing changed my views really. Still do same stuff everyday that i enjoy.

Got few more travels coming up.

Its been 3months 16days since i got told the news

Still active at my exercises and yeah

i cant really say anything other than I'm sorry, a lot of the women in my family seem to develop cancer at some point so while i don't quite know how you yourself would be feeling i know somewhat how it affects people so feel free to pm me if it gets too much
also I'd suggest turning off your pms I'd imagine some horrible people would ask if they can have all your stuff if you die and that'd really hurt i expect :/

Surprisingly nobody has asked me yet lol

I'm so tempted... but others might not appreciate the joke >_<

wink, wink

Sad news my friend, i hope your time lasts.

I have had a large number of family and close friends succumb to cancer over the years and one of the things they all struggled with was just how everybody treated them differently when all they want was to be treated as a normal person.

To thank end, and in the full spirit of Torn.... could i respectfully ask for you stuff? ; ))

I don't know what to say. I understand what you and your family are going through, having lost a close family member to cancer. Make some great memories with your family.

So sorry to hear this Midget :( <3

Yeah family took it ok but deep down they still learning to cope.

Only 1 cousin doesnt know full details ( due to her mental health ) all she knows is im very sick. So want to tell her truth but dont want her to have a outbreak.

Over pass month i been doing my bucket list ( since lockdown was lifted in june )

Im away again this weekend looking forwarded to it :) spending weekend with 2 Aunties that are travelling down as they live in other cities.

My stuff is slowly being put in my cabnet lol
But atm im trying to do as many merits as possible.

In past few months ive managed to finish drug ones ( except od on canabis )
Few crime ones
Travelling ( got about 3-4 more to do )
Then ofc the hard ones which might take time ( foes run from you, defend attacks etc )

Yeah living everyday as normal really.

Was in hospital for 1 week just before. Caught some infection but they couldnt find the cause of it. They did 2 lumbars to rule out mengenitist is-well.

I was discharge sunday. Atm my bloods are steady and they told me there no need for a blood transfusion this week as my globin count is at 101

Came across this thread due to Realist.

Your outlook on your current situation is inspiring. I can honestly say I do not think I could muster a portion of the courage you show if I were to be facing such a situation.

I hope you continue to hold this courage, and fight the good fight.

Take each day as it comes my friend, best of luck on your journey.

We may not have a choice when we pass, but sometimes we can choose to pass with dignity and courage. Our lifes will always ripple on through the people we have met and the friends we make.

I wish you knew about Rife machines. I wish you were near me id let you use mine. Anthony Holland a phd (music) is doing some reseach with frequency based medicine at skidmore university in Syracuse NY. He is part of the collective movement to get the stigma off of rife machines. He has a ted talk on youtube.

When helping others this was always my method: first a throat spray of collidal silver before a rife session begins. Then we rife. Then afterwards its a glass of ozonated water. Over the last 19 years that ive been doing this ive had about a 50% success rate in cases simaler to yours which some would say is not great but considering that we are talking about people that were told to make their final attangements i think thats actually a great number.

I hope you never give up. I hope you win.

You sound strong AF.
Keep it up! and cherish what you have.