4 months sober here. Was and still is hard but gets easier every week.
My first month or so, I gave my bank card to a loved one and told them to never allow it to me no matter what. This helped me from going and getting it when I had a craving.
Once I started trusting myself more I got it back. I found it a lot easier to do without it being around.
Stopped hanging out with those who drank, stopped going to bars and restaurants thst served it. Stopped going down the aisle in the grocery stores that sell it.
Started walking more. Ate more greens. When a craving comes it can be intense, just know it does go away and with more time sober under your belt it will be less intense.
Its about getting past those first few months, its not easy. You may have "slips" i had three slips in four months but dont let that get you down. Dont best yourself up. Get back on the wagon and keep going.
Myself. I was never an angry drunk. Always a happy drunk, just could never stop once I started. Those two or three always turning into a case of beer or a bottle of vodka. Then all plans made were canceled. Sometimes I didn't go to work.
Its a very selfish drug and it will take everything you love away from you if you continue to let it run your life.
Stay strong and keep at it, you deserve it and so does everyone around you. Just know youre not alone, many people suffer from this disease.
Anyone that needs someone to talk to if they are struggling please feel free to contact me through a DM.