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"Well, I hope you're up for a little competition. She's got a power tool in the bedroom, dear. It's her own personal jackhammer. She could break sidewalk with that thing. She uses it and the lights dim, it's like a prison movie. Amazed she hasn't chipped her teeth."
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Looking for a 9-10* Adult novelties.
Rehab often, active daily.
Manual labor: 28,798
Intelligence: 11,517
Endurance: 50,334
Total working stats: 90,649
Rehab often, active daily.
Manual labor: 28,798
Intelligence: 11,517
Endurance: 50,334
Total working stats: 90,649
Sign me up please :) thanks!
In some countries the Easter bunny isn’t a bunny at all.
Great trader - I recommend. Very fast trading, good prices and safe! :)
Great communication, easy and fast trade, great prices & mug free. Highly recommend!
Christmas 2020 was the first holiday spent without my older brother - he died a few months before. My dad was not really 'there' either since he is an alcoholic and was wasted completely.
Much less heavy, but that day I also could barely walk due to a running injury I'd gotten a few days before (My own fault due to overuse since I started using exercise as a coping mechanism). Definitely took wayyy too much ibuprofen to be able to hobble around but guess I got lucky and didn't get stomach bleeding so that's a plus
Anyway, it was a horrible day and even though another year has passed I dread the memories and grief the day is going to bring up this year again.
Much less heavy, but that day I also could barely walk due to a running injury I'd gotten a few days before (My own fault due to overuse since I started using exercise as a coping mechanism). Definitely took wayyy too much ibuprofen to be able to hobble around but guess I got lucky and didn't get stomach bleeding so that's a plus
Anyway, it was a horrible day and even though another year has passed I dread the memories and grief the day is going to bring up this year again.
My brother just died (he was in his 20s) and I think about death constantly.
Before this happened I did think of death, but it was a source of comfort as I've had suicidal thoughts since I was a kid. Now, in relation to myself, I still don't fear death because of that, but before I guess it was easy to ignore that possibility of the people I loved dying (as in, I could push those thoughts out of my mind and tell myself that they were fine and no freak accident was going to happen to them).
But now, that's not possible. The death of people I love is constantly on my mind (I'm only close to a few people). I am often gripped with the sudden and overwhelming fear that they will die. I also often wish I could have died in my brother's place, he deserved life and could enjoy it whereas I've just had depression most of mine (and often wished I was dead) so life is pretty much a waste on me.
On a related note, I also repeatedly wish that I believed in the afterlife or just...something other than nothing after death. I think it would at least give me some comfort... But I can't change what I believe in as much as I do want there to be a part of my brother still alive in some form or other.
Before this happened I did think of death, but it was a source of comfort as I've had suicidal thoughts since I was a kid. Now, in relation to myself, I still don't fear death because of that, but before I guess it was easy to ignore that possibility of the people I loved dying (as in, I could push those thoughts out of my mind and tell myself that they were fine and no freak accident was going to happen to them).
But now, that's not possible. The death of people I love is constantly on my mind (I'm only close to a few people). I am often gripped with the sudden and overwhelming fear that they will die. I also often wish I could have died in my brother's place, he deserved life and could enjoy it whereas I've just had depression most of mine (and often wished I was dead) so life is pretty much a waste on me.
On a related note, I also repeatedly wish that I believed in the afterlife or just...something other than nothing after death. I think it would at least give me some comfort... But I can't change what I believe in as much as I do want there to be a part of my brother still alive in some form or other.
"Well, I hope you're up for a little competition. She's got a power tool in the bedroom, dear. It's her own personal jackhammer. She could break sidewalk with that thing. She uses it and the lights dim, it's like a prison movie. Amazed she hasn't chipped her teeth."
[background color=var(--bbc-body-bg-color)]What's the Easter Bunny's favorite way to travel?
By hare-plane![/background]
By hare-plane![/background]
Fast, easy and safe trade :) Will be back
Selling gentleman's cache
PM me if interested.
PM me if interested.
Got the Viva Revival for some mission targets - very quick response and friendly! Definitely going to try out some other services in the future.
Excellent trader. Fast, easy and safe! Great prices too!
Super fast and safe trade, great price!!
really fast trade, easy and reliable :)
Bumppp
I wonder what life would be like if we had a finite amount of happiness in a lifetime.
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Crossing my fingers
Really quick payment, legit. I will definitely be back :)