jeez you guys are happy and proud to elect an incompetent mysognistic fascist that should be in jail... the strenght of the system never cease to amaze me.
2020 sucked. 2021 is not gonna be better. I play video games, like most of us, to evade reality. You know : turn that fooking brain off and get some enjoyement and sometime satisfaction.
I started playing Torn last year while I was stuck in hospital. Because 2020 wasn't crappy enought I got diagnosed with a multiple sclerosis witch basically means I lost about 70% of my physical abilities... for ever.
I've been pretty active in Torn since my beginnings. I like the game. But the game doesn't like me. I lost everything a fiew times to unlucky stroke in about everything : not a single hands in poker for hours while you see poeples winning 10s of Ms to random All-ins, 10+ looses ina row in RR a fiew times and of course never winning at slot or lottery.
"don't rely on casino bro !"
I know right ! Maybe one day I'll find something of value in the city thanks to my maxed awareness ! (this is highly ironic)
Been banking , upping my nerve and playing with stock market a little. Been kinda successfull there... but there is always a random mug right at the bad moment to witch you loose more than what you won. ANd don't get me started on ODs... I had a fiew xanax ODs where my friends still didn't got any.
"lower your expectations bro !"
Good advice, Thanks ! I will indeed do that. 'cause you know, just like the title said : don't play torn actively when your life suck.
Whining off. Thank you for reading, sorry for crying a river. This post is mostly me trying to reason myself. I know there is always someone who has it a lot worst - IRL or in the game.
There are like 10000 occurences of bullying on those forum per day and you choose to be butthurt by that ? Sure that wasn't 100% nice but I didn't realise I was a grammar nazi or whatever...
Management of items for sale is the real pain. A bazaar you could just turn on and off. Now it's your IRL life you have to turn on or off. Unless you enjoy micromanaging all the stuff you sell everytime you wanna stay out of hosp without being buy/mug.