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I hate how it takes away from the people that actually spend hours making their music. 

Drake dropped Iceman along with 2 more albums (Habibti and Maid of Honour)

43 songs combined, over 2 and a half hours of music

Cant wait to get through it all!!

I just had one of the worst days of my life. Cause no one here knows me, im 15, both my parents are divorced and remarried, and my step mother is so irrational and unstable and I have to walk on egg shells around her. Not to mention that her, her parents (who live nearby), and her only son (my stepbrother) are so unstable and take basically anything anyone says as a personal insult. Anyway my dad doesn't stand up for this shit and life sucks when im by my dad cause I never know when the next big fight over absolutely nothing is. Tg its never physical but its still so stress inducing and mentally fatiguing when im there.  

Anyways I talked with my dad and I basically berated him for marrying again and he's said that if he knew this is how the relationship would turn out he would have never done this but I was mad and I told him he ruined my life and I made him cry. I made my f**king dad cry because I was mad and couldn't control myself. He knows he f**ked up and made a big mistake but ig hearing it from your son doesnt make things better. He told me how he hard it was going through divorce, being bankrupt, (which i didn't even know about, now he's not), sleeping in his car, and being depressed for days on end, all when I was too young to notice it. Idk how he had the willpower to get out of that situation and move forward but I certainly dont.

Im not looking for sympathy or help cause theres really nothing anyone can do. I also know that other people are in way worse situations then me, but this is still shit and I dont know how ill ever get out of this. I can't wait until im 18 thats too long I feel like I have to end it now and kms. I can't talk to therapists ifk why maybe cause its face or because its personal. The only reason I can do it now is because nobody knows who I am and im hiding behind my phone. 

To answer a question in one of your previous replies, giving up before having tried all other options seems very logical in my head. Stupid but logical. Cowardly, but I dont see any other options that can possibly help me. Paying for a therapist is the stupidest thing in my opinion. Paying for someone to help me get through terrible times and shit they cant help with anyways is a waste of money. I have no place to get meds without explaining my story and I haven't explained my full story to anyone ever.

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Found out about this last night and I'm already addicted😂. For real tho, great work I really like the options and games!

Agreed. It was a big flop in my opinion:/

Awesome, trustworthy guy, great trades. 

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Drake dropped Iceman along with 2 more albums (Habibti and Maid of Honour)

43 songs combined, over 2 and a half hours of music

Cant wait to get through it all!!

I hate how it takes away from the people that actually spend hours making their music. 

Drake dropped 3 albums today!!

Thanks for this amazing guide!!

Im very big on Payday2 right now I love that game. Its a bit old but its still great and they recently started updating it again. 

I'm looking for something with good perks or something with decent perks and good pay.

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Is this still a thing?

Thank you everyone just for being here and responding with advice and motivation. Really thanks a lot guys. Im taking it one day at a time and hopefully it'll pass❤️❤️

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I just had one of the worst days of my life. Cause no one here knows me, im 15, both my parents are divorced and remarried, and my step mother is so irrational and unstable and I have to walk on egg shells around her. Not to mention that her, her parents (who live nearby), and her only son (my stepbrother) are so unstable and take basically anything anyone says as a personal insult. Anyway my dad doesn't stand up for this shit and life sucks when im by my dad cause I never know when the next big fight over absolutely nothing is. Tg its never physical but its still so stress inducing and mentally fatiguing when im there.  

Anyways I talked with my dad and I basically berated him for marrying again and he's said that if he knew this is how the relationship would turn out he would have never done this but I was mad and I told him he ruined my life and I made him cry. I made my f**king dad cry because I was mad and couldn't control myself. He knows he f**ked up and made a big mistake but ig hearing it from your son doesnt make things better. He told me how he hard it was going through divorce, being bankrupt, (which i didn't even know about, now he's not), sleeping in his car, and being depressed for days on end, all when I was too young to notice it. Idk how he had the willpower to get out of that situation and move forward but I certainly dont.

Im not looking for sympathy or help cause theres really nothing anyone can do. I also know that other people are in way worse situations then me, but this is still shit and I dont know how ill ever get out of this. I can't wait until im 18 thats too long I feel like I have to end it now and kms. I can't talk to therapists ifk why maybe cause its face or because its personal. The only reason I can do it now is because nobody knows who I am and im hiding behind my phone. 

To answer a question in one of your previous replies, giving up before having tried all other options seems very logical in my head. Stupid but logical. Cowardly, but I dont see any other options that can possibly help me. Paying for a therapist is the stupidest thing in my opinion. Paying for someone to help me get through terrible times and shit they cant help with anyways is a waste of money. I have no place to get meds without explaining my story and I haven't explained my full story to anyone ever.

Ik its a bit late but I do not have the strength to ask for help. Not because of ego or anything like that but because I dont want a bunch of therapists asking me questions about my life and shit. I can't just go get some meds without having to say my story and that's not something I feel comfortable doing.

Im depressed af and life has only treated me worse and worse. I've been thinking of committing for a long time but today ive felt it stronger then ever. My life is so f**ked up amd theres no way it could get any better. Im sick and tired of this shit bit im also to coward to actually kill myself. Im a miserable peice of shit and I need an escape